It has been an extremely hectic last few months since my birthday. By the way, that went fine! Weird, right? It’s almost like I need to chill out (but I will refuse to do so, don’t worry).
My Letterbox’d has been as dumb as ever and there’s been a lot of changes going on in my life. Trying to make things work, attempting to change behaviors, staying committed to things I find essential in living my life. It’s all culminated in a very busy few months that has stressed me out a lot more than I realized, so much so that I ended up losing some weight out of pure anxiety. Pretty cool stuff.
What’s the biggest thing? Well, my band finally got their first show scheduled! It’s at the 502 bar on Sep 20th and we’ll be playing with Allwax and GoKart Mozart (fantastic name). I have been working nonstop to make sure I don’t mess it up and this has caused the aforementioned stress that is eating away at me. It’s a good stress obviously, but stress nonetheless. Because of this, if you come to this show, I cannot promise you that I will be acting normal at all. In fact I can already assume that I’ll be a bundle of nerves and will probably hide away in the back.
Anyways, I’ll keep this one short since I’m still trying to figure myself out. I’ll report back once my head is screwed on straight, for now just know I’m still alive!
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